had a dream that the guy i used to crush on was inside my house , he’s 7 years older than me he was friends with my brother in my dream he knows in real life he was my crush so my brothers friend him and i were sitttibg at the dinning table in my house and he switched seats so that he was sitting next to me he started playing footsies with me and told me to get something from inside ( in real life i never get stuff for anyone ) however i got it for him there was a black van outside my house i went into it , it was my crush’s van and his friend was driving it i got in and he fingered me his friend started driving around my black and i told him no so that my family doesn’t find out im riding with my crush
Dreams can often be influenced by our thoughts, desires, and experiences in waking life. In this dream, it seems to reflect your past crush on a guy who is older than you. The presence of your brother and his friend in the dream may suggest a connection between your personal relationships and your feelings towards this guy.
The act of playing footsies and him asking you to get something for him may symbolize a desire for closeness and attention from him. It could also indicate a willingness to go out of your way to please him, as seen when you got something for him despite not usually doing so in reality.
The black van outside your house represents a sense of mystery or hidden aspects in your life. Getting into the van may imply a willingness to explore these hidden desires or secret thoughts. However, being fingered by your crush in the van could symbolize a desire for sexual exploration or intimacy with him.
Telling his friend to drive around so your family doesn't find out suggests a potential fear of judgment or consequences associated with your feelings towards this guy. It hints at a desire to keep your actions or involvement with him a secret from others.
Remember, dream interpretations are subjective and based on personal experiences and associations. It's important to reflect on your own feelings, desires, and experiences in order to gain a deeper understanding of this dream's meaning for you.